Not in the ‘eeek’ hide-under-the-covers kind of way, but in that gee-i’ve-never-done-this-before-and-wow-a-mortgage-is-a-big-thing-to-take-on kind of way.
And in the man-I-hope-they-approve-this way as well.
We meet with the bank lady at 1pm, so thats four and a half hours away. I think I might be a ball of nerves the entire time. I’m even going to wear shoes, see, I must be nervous and wanting to make a good impression – shoes seem to help with that lol. I might even put a little make up on. I really am nervous! lol
I didn’t manage to get a lot of writing done last night. I managed a few hundred words which was great. Lauren’s easing off the feeding but still quite needy of me and that’s okay. We had an early night in the hopes of getting more sleep and it worked for the first little bit. We had almost four hours but then it was pretty broken – she wasn’t actually awake for a lot of it but man she was noisy heh.
So today… well, it’s not so nice out. It’s overcast and cooler – which is actually kind of nice after all. I drop Ivy off to preschool shortly and then we’re free agents. I have to try and get some writing done this morning as after the bank meeting I’m catching up with a friend and that could very well take up the rest of my day. I’m thinking about asking her to stay at the new house for a little while so that I can take the barrel of the lock out and get a replacement. I don’t really want to leave the door open to anyone even though it’s not like there is anything in the house to be stolen. Oh and I’m finally going to make it to the library today. I need more books. Big time. I was really enjoying reading again and then I got through a couple books and had nothing to carry on with. Not awesome planning on my part but hopefully I can solve that problem today.
Ok, better go do stuff, keep occupied so I don’t think solely on this meeting. Wish us luck!