Okay, so I didn’t expect this….
I’m down off my buzz from realizing how close to freedom I am, and I can’t seem to write. It feels weird knowing that I don’t have a massive list of things to get through, and my brain seems to be struggling to figure out how to handle it.
I remember other times I’ve felt like this – after graduating, after the wedding was finished – and it does pass, but it takes awhile for the brain to realize that this is OKAY, the world isn’t ending, there is just less to do.
Perhaps this is why I tend to overload myself – I get a bit of a kick out of the stress and adrenaline I get from having so much on the go. People are always telling me that they don’t know how I do it, but it’s a genetic thing, a learned thing – both my parents are the same. I just hope I learn how to take things easier before they do, they’re still learning!
Anyway, I’m going to go and… sit on the couch and watch the second half of Chuck on DVD I think. I probably need to do something relaxing for now and I can always write later because Hubby is watching sports from 730, so that’s a perfect excuse to write.