Okay, so I didn’t expect this….

I’m down off my buzz from realizing how close to freedom I am, and I can’t seem to write. It feels weird knowing that I don’t have a massive list of things to get through, and my brain seems to be struggling to figure out how to handle it.

I remember other times I’ve felt like this – after graduating, after the wedding was finished – and it does pass, but it takes awhile for the brain to realize that this is OKAY, the world isn’t ending, there is just less to do.

Perhaps this is why I tend to overload myself – I get a bit of a kick out of the stress and adrenaline I get from having so much on the go. People are always telling me that they don’t know how I do it, but it’s a genetic thing, a learned thing – both my parents are the same. I just hope I learn how to take things easier before they do, they’re still learning!

Anyway, I’m going to go and… sit on the couch and watch the second half of Chuck on DVD I think. I probably need to do something relaxing for now and I can always write later because Hubby is watching sports from 730, so that’s a perfect excuse to write.


6 thoughts on “Stumped”

  1. I’m sure that the gears of creativity will be turning soon enough, sparking the flight of your imaginative conceptions on paper… or computer screen. Sometimes, it just feels good when a burden has been lifted from your shoulders and all you want to do is relax and savor the moment. Why not? You deserve it! There’s no need for unwanted stress, especially at a time when so much of it has been taken away! Enjoy yourself, I’m sure your brain will understand. It may only take an hour, it may take a week, but you’re a writer.

    1. It can be! Chilling out in front of a DVD certainly worked for me today, sometimes I think that if you’re struggling to write you might as well be doing something else enjoyable rather than sitting in front of a screen being annoyed that you can’t seem to write lol

      1. My problem is that after watching a DVD or what not, I fell guilty about watching it and not writing 😛

  2. lol gotta take breaks sometimes! watching dvd’s, reading, exploring the world all helps recharge the batteries of your mind and fuel the writing 😉

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